驚嚇~~ Spooked~~

不知發了什麽神經
一時好奇
竟去遊覽wikipedia中介紹驚悚電影的網頁
再通過裏面的連接
連連遊覽了數十頁有關連環殺手，殺人魔，變態犯罪者的種種真實案例
雖然說只是草草瞄過
對於任何名字或案件細節完全沒印象
也了解
驚悚電影只是他人幻想之物
但是
那恐怖感
在我閲讀那些駭人聽聞的事件時
不知不覺
已經烙印在我的心裏
現在的我
手還隱約有些發抖。。
也
有些杯弓蛇影

I dont know what has got into me..
Because of curiosity
I decided to read up the synopsis on several famous thrillers in Wikipedia
Then
From its links
I was directed to the pages that introduced me to several infamous serial killers and psycopaths in the reality world
Although I didn't read them in detailed
Although the names and what they had done were a blur to me now
Although I knew that the thrillers aren't real
But the damage was done
I was haunted by terror
Terror that was instilled in me as I read through the stories
Terror of what the killers dare to do without any remorse
Honestly
My hands are shaking now
And I am starting to
Jump at the slightest movement around me

雖説
看的種種案件都發生在外國，
但互聯網這麽發達
模仿的案例也陳出不窮
真的
有些害怕啊！！
只能不斷的跟自己說
我
真的是想太多了！！想太多。。想太多。。
希望會有催眠的效果吧~~

Although I am aware that
All the cases I read was not in Malaysia
But
Internet is so common now
And
Imitation is also often heard of
I am really quite scared
However
All I can do now is to keep on telling myself that
I am thinking too much.. I am thinking too much.. I am thinking too much..
While hoping that by repeating this
I may be able to hypnosis myself in believing it
And
Stop thinking about it~~

唉。。
今天想要安安穩穩的睡個好覺恐怕是不行了
真得很埋怨自己
我
幹嗎沒事找事
自己嚇自己？
真的
很白癡的做法耶
唉。。
唉。。

Haiz...
I am afraid that
Having a good sleep and sweet dreams tonight is out of the question
I really do blame myself
Why do I have to
Scare myself like this?
Reading those
Was really a extremly stupid action..
Really..
Haiz..
Haiz..

感動~~ Touched~~

今天
沒有睡意
就算是深夜了（還是應該說大清早了？）
大概是因爲身體習慣了熬夜吧。。
我知道是一個不良習慣
但，久了，
慢慢也無所謂了
要戒，要改，也難了
所以，就算了吧！！ :P :P

Doesn't feel sleepy at all..
Even though it is so late ( or should i say early ? )
A side effect of continuously staying up late, i guess
My body has already get used to being alert and active during the night, and sleepy during daylight..
I know that
It is harmful to the body...
But.. It has became a habit.. A habit that is hard to kicked off..
So..
I think.. I will continue maintain this way ba.. :P :P

膩了上網
就想到要整理整理
電腦中儲存的大堆大堆照片
看著
每張照片
每個錄影
與朋友們的
點點滴滴突然湧上心頭
感動，想念，快樂，興奮，感謝。。
種種情緒紛紛湧上
突然覺得
生活
充滿了愛和希望~~

Bored of surfing the net
I decided to go through all the photos i have
and sort through them

Looking at the photos and videos
Reminded me of
Everything ( well, almost ) that I have experienced with my friends
My dearest friends
I could felt my heart swell with
Touched, yearning, joy, excited, appreciation..
All sorts of positive feelings..
Mixed together
Making me feel that
Life is filled with hope and love~~

發現
這一年半裏
我的生活還真的多姿多彩
突然
熱淚盈眶
大學生活還真得不錯耶~~ ^-^

Realised that
This one and a half years are not wasted at all..
Instead, it is
Really quite colourful..
Filled with all sorts of fun and excitement..
Suddenly aware that
My eyes are brimming with tears
Tears of happiness and bliss
And the fact that
My college life are very very superb ya~~ ^-^

沒靈感~~

雖然不是什麽大作家。。
但是
寫部落格也真的需要靈感的。。

而
最近
真的一點想法也沒有。。。

所以
真得很
不好意思。。
這個部落格應該暫時不會更新。。
還望大家諒解諒解~~

真得很不好意思~~