驚嚇~~ Spooked~~

不知發了什麽神經
一時好奇
竟去遊覽wikipedia中介紹驚悚電影的網頁
再通過裏面的連接
連連遊覽了數十頁有關連環殺手，殺人魔，變態犯罪者的種種真實案例
雖然說只是草草瞄過
對於任何名字或案件細節完全沒印象
也了解
驚悚電影只是他人幻想之物
但是
那恐怖感
在我閲讀那些駭人聽聞的事件時
不知不覺
已經烙印在我的心裏
現在的我
手還隱約有些發抖。。
也
有些杯弓蛇影

I dont know what has got into me..
Because of curiosity
I decided to read up the synopsis on several famous thrillers in Wikipedia
Then
From its links
I was directed to the pages that introduced me to several infamous serial killers and psycopaths in the reality world
Although I didn't read them in detailed
Although the names and what they had done were a blur to me now
Although I knew that the thrillers aren't real
But the damage was done
I was haunted by terror
Terror that was instilled in me as I read through the stories
Terror of what the killers dare to do without any remorse
Honestly
My hands are shaking now
And I am starting to
Jump at the slightest movement around me

雖説
看的種種案件都發生在外國，
但互聯網這麽發達
模仿的案例也陳出不窮
真的
有些害怕啊！！
只能不斷的跟自己說
我
真的是想太多了！！想太多。。想太多。。
希望會有催眠的效果吧~~

Although I am aware that
All the cases I read was not in Malaysia
But
Internet is so common now
And
Imitation is also often heard of
I am really quite scared
However
All I can do now is to keep on telling myself that
I am thinking too much.. I am thinking too much.. I am thinking too much..
While hoping that by repeating this
I may be able to hypnosis myself in believing it
And
Stop thinking about it~~

唉。。
今天想要安安穩穩的睡個好覺恐怕是不行了
真得很埋怨自己
我
幹嗎沒事找事
自己嚇自己？
真的
很白癡的做法耶
唉。。
唉。。

Haiz...
I am afraid that
Having a good sleep and sweet dreams tonight is out of the question
I really do blame myself
Why do I have to
Scare myself like this?
Reading those
Was really a extremly stupid action..
Really..
Haiz..
Haiz..